Monday, March 28, 2011

the thing is

she more and more feeling stupid
what actually she is doing now
there is no goal no target
it is really going down and down
again and again it come to her
although she try to be strong
try to be not thinking too much
but she still been defeat
just a little bit of hit
she can dropping down do depth
are you act normal and keep in your heart
or she misunderstanding
she is very scare
walking in to the wrong way
or not  taking serious 
should be hardworking
enjoy is another question
it is not the time
no idea is no idea
brain slow is slow
no one want her no one want
can see her strength with others
not even can sit together
always seeing other with high sight
chasing behind far far away
dream like a sun at top by seeing it
the reality is out of sky out of earth
boat will landing straight sometime not usable
chance need to try for it
but since its going to end  
don't know what going to do
now is only can continue
life not only treasure it also enjoy to it

Saturday, March 26, 2011


so surprise 
she have the account
dont even think that she the kind of person

Disappointed to U
Disappointed to Self

what the next step supposed to

Sunday, March 13, 2011

BG wish~

A new laptop
PTPTN come come
Get a good job
at least
the speaker hole settle
PTPTN must come come
Get job
PRAY for aasignment going smooth
PRAY for $
PRAY for Peace
PRAY for everything will be good
PRAY for dream come true~

Saturday, March 5, 2011


always the same
waste the time at...
now have time but still..

between the saturday and sunday doing what?
download a new brush for photoshop~
lets play~
finally know how to use it
lets see..

cute~neh~ mood do research and think idea..

Friday, March 4, 2011


still feeling of failure..
still scaring of been hate..

the relationship

the hand connection