she

is not she again..

changing over already..

cannot find the way back..

how to love herself love other..

not to mention to cherish others..

that is think too much

or

that is stubborn

or

done something wrong

she

self-questioning

she

self-abuse

she

don't want to accept 

for something..

sound stupid

cannot get it 

its mean cannot..

its really over..

slowly

fall into a hole..

explore the real self

or

changing to another of..